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you are all that matters

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

How can you treat someone that loves you so much like this. how?


Thursday, July 28, 2011

Today you said a bunch of hurtful stuff to me again.
It made me feel so sadupsetdepresseddissappointeddejectedhurt.
I swear hurting you was the last thing ever on my mind.
I really tried my best. I mean I know i suck bad, but what you said was too direct.
I can't take it.
Yeah, I know I am weak.
It's 3am now, & i friggin cant sleep.
Imma take a walk round my estate.
Oh lord, help me please.


Saturday, July 23, 2011

i'm telling you that i'm godamn fucking alright.
I'm telling you that i'm godamn fucking alright.
I'm telling you that i'm goddamn fucking alright.
I'm telling you that i'm godamn fucking alright.
I'M TELLING YOU THAT I'M GODAMN FUCKING ALRIGHT.



On my bday, i'm gonna wish for...............


Thursday, July 21, 2011

Made you angry today. In a fit of anger, you said all those stuffs that you were unhappy with me at a go. I was sure, those weren't just words of anger, they were true. I have never been good enough, never made you feel right & I totally screwed your 18thbday. I gave you a "surprise" on that day, you even told me that you'd definately rmbr that day for life. I have always thought you were happy being with me. You said if you can't make me happy, then don't make me sad. I really apologize for everything that caused you misery. Sorry, sorry for everything.


Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Haro, my cuteboyyyyy
It's been close to a year & I've never loved someone so much like you.
It came as unexpected to me, but yeah, it came anyway. hehe.
Guess you are someone who can really tank all my nonsense.
I know I'm quite difficult at times.. but you still gave me everything that you could.
Though we are in different schools, we still meet almost everyday! ^^
I still feel very very empty when we dont meet. Like today ): Booo
Yepp, i'm very very reliant.
ooookayyyy, byexzxz, lub you manymanyssss:D


Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Been dwelling too much on unhappy stuffs & missed out the awesome bits of life! Trip down memory lane with my one & only! ^^
Mommy's Bdayy!:D
Sandy's bday spent at USS! Chillax at Sandy's crib!Love & bestie stayover! T01's Blue Friday!
T01 in news!!


Saturday, June 25, 2011

I held it against me, thinking if i should. The pain would definitely ease the pain inside.



days grow longer and as the time goes by, things are taking their change. may love remain no matter how the weather change. may love remain no matter how tough the life may be. may love remain no matter how cruel the reality is.







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