Zhenzhulyyy

2011-08-24T11:36:00.000-07:00

How can you treat someone that loves you so much like this. how?

2011-07-28T11:52:00.000-07:00

Today you said a bunch of hurtful stuff to me again.

It made me feel so sadupsetdepresseddissappointeddejectedhurt.

I swear hurting you was the last thing ever on my mind.

I really tried my best. I mean I know i suck bad, but what you said was too direct.

I can't take it.

Yeah, I know I am weak.

It's 3am now, & i friggin cant sleep.

Imma take a walk round my estate.

Oh lord, help me please.

2011-07-23T11:38:00.000-07:00

i'm telling you that i'm godamn fucking alright.

I'm telling you that i'm godamn fucking alright.

I'm telling you that i'm goddamn fucking alright.

I'm telling you that i'm godamn fucking alright.

I'M TELLING YOU THAT I'M GODAMN FUCKING ALRIGHT.

2011-07-23T11:35:00.003-07:00

On my bday, i'm gonna wish for...............

2011-07-21T10:31:00.000-07:00

Made you angry today. In a fit of anger, you said all those stuffs that you were unhappy with me at a go. I was sure, those weren't just words of anger, they were true. I have never been good enough, never made you feel right & I totally screwed your 18thbday. I gave you a "surprise" on that day, you even told me that you'd definately rmbr that day for life. I have always thought you were happy being with me. You said if you can't make me happy, then don't make me sad. I really apologize for everything that caused you misery. Sorry, sorry for everything.

2011-07-19T09:59:00.000-07:00

Haro, my cuteboyyyyy

It's been close to a year & I've never loved someone so much like you.

It came as unexpected to me, but yeah, it came anyway. hehe.

Guess you are someone who can really tank all my nonsense.

I know I'm quite difficult at times.. but you still gave me everything that you could.

Though we are in different schools, we still meet almost everyday! ^^

I still feel very very empty when we dont meet. Like today ): Booo

Yepp, i'm very very reliant.

ooookayyyy, byexzxz, lub you manymanyssss:D

2011-07-13T09:47:00.000-07:00

Been dwelling too much on unhappy stuffs & missed out the awesome bits of life! Trip down memory lane with my one & only! ^^

Mommy's Bdayy!:D

Sandy's bday spent at USS! Chillax at Sandy's crib!Love & bestie stayover! T01's Blue Friday!

T01 in news!!

2011-06-25T23:56:00.000-07:00

I held it against me, thinking if i should. The pain would definitely ease the pain inside.

2011-06-15T08:59:00.001-07:00

hey bunny , i love you more than life.

Sorry that i was never a good girlfriend.

2011-06-04T10:37:00.001-07:00

was so close to death, so close.

2011-05-29T01:17:00.001-07:00

Day 2

2011-05-28T10:52:00.001-07:00

This would be us, in 60 years time.

2011-05-28T10:23:00.000-07:00

Day 1

2011-05-27T09:30:00.000-07:00

I know you definitely regretted chasing me so much only to have me bring you: uncountable disappointments.

Well, I'm sorry, i really am.

I never knew how to console you when you're sad or give you the correct advices.

When you're sad, i talk bout wrong things that pisses you off even more.

I never make things seem better for you,

In fact, I only make it worse.

& I'm sorry if I sometimes get jealous thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could.

I really think they could.

I know I'm just causing you problems and bringing you pain.

But I just don't know how to live my life without you anymore.

It became like a necessity to see you every single day.

Like a drug.

How to I pull myself out of this?

If i knew how, I swear I would leave so that you can have better days ahead.

Tell me how?

2011-05-13T12:28:00.000-07:00

Caught up with my girls tday :D Missed them like heck lots.

2011-05-12T09:55:00.000-07:00

My ass & I went for the nike 5k goddess run! :D

&, we had the coolest team name. hehe

5k may seem little , but to me it's like :O

My timing was 35min, which i reckon was quite good for me. yay! ^^

After the run, the sense of satisfaction was so fly like a g6!

It was even better with the beautiful sunset (:

Yeahhhh, am gonna try the 10k marathons in future.

Bet the feeling is so gonna be fly like a g6666666666 :D

2011-05-10T21:15:00.001-07:00

HELLO PEARLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. TAKE A CHILL PILLLLLLLLLLLLL.

2011-05-10T11:54:00.001-07:00

but still, i feel inferior inferior inferior inferior inferior & a never ending list of inferiorities. I expect too much, I give too little. I see his freaking long list of history,& I feel even worse. They pretty, I ugly. They skinny, I fat. They give, I take. They appreciate, I complain. They make him happy, I make him frustrated. He love them x10, love me x0.001. I feel fucking inferior. Like some demon overtook my entire being. I cant' even think properly now, I really hope that I don't have a heart. In this way, I don't even have to feel.

2011-05-10T11:47:00.001-07:00

I'm gonna trust you, cuz I love you. I really love you. I fucking love you.

2011-05-09T10:13:00.000-07:00

Just before you are going to push me away to someone esle, give up on me and this relationship. Please remember that I will always love you. Thank you for everything you have done for me. Love, Pearly

2011-04-22T09:44:00.000-07:00

ZELLO! week 0 of school has officially ended.

& i still cant really get used to loverboy not being my side all the time ): Well, Orientation was kinda boring compared to RED camp. However, the visit to the kindergarten was so awesome! those kids, so cutee! ^^ Can't wait for my field prac to start, so that i can get to see those cutiepies every week! :D Knew who my classmates were & they seem nice! haha Kinda eggcited for lessons to start next week but then agn.. I HAVENT EVEN CONFIGURE MY LAPPY FOR SCHOOLLL!!!!

2011-04-11T13:11:00.000-07:00

Timecheck: 4.13am

School is starting in week's time. I'm feeling excited yet reluctant. I know how less often we'd meet & i know how freaking badly i would miss you everyday. But I'm not sure if you'd too. How much I love you, I don't know how to describe.Sometimes, I look at you & think why do I love this guy so much and I really cannot find any reason to support it. But I find every bit of you lovable. & Everytime i see you, the first thing i always want to do is to tell you how much I love you. But I often fail to do so, for fear of you not feeling the same way too. I should stop these emo thoughts & get to sleep now. yep,yes i should.

2011-04-09T00:10:00.000-07:00

Why are you breaking me into pieces?

I dont know.

Why are you tearing my heart apart like this?

I dont know.

Why are you happy seeing me in misery?

I dont know.

I even felt sucidal.

Pathatic, i know.

But, you have suceeded at your ploy.

Congrats my love.

2011-04-04T05:39:00.000-07:00

2011-03-30T22:26:00.000-07:00

Why am I still killing myself over you?

You're not here for me anymore.

Why are you still on my mind?

Am I on your mind too?

Every time I see you just makes it a thousand times worse.

And I don't know where to turn next.

All I know is that I miss the person I thought I knew best.

I don't need to be your everything

but I wished you thought of me when I need it most.

I wish you actually cared.

2011-03-03T07:26:00.000-08:00

you know the feeling like~ you got so many things you wanna say but nothing comes out?

2011-02-26T07:16:00.000-08:00

it doesnt matter to you anymore if i'm with you or not. & knowing this just hurts so much.

2011-02-20T08:54:00.000-08:00

My Loverboy:D

2011-02-11T09:27:00.000-08:00

哈哈，你被骗了。那个男人对你说过的话，他也对过几千个，几万个说过。不知哪一句才是真心的呢？一个也不是吧。你却把它当真。你真是个大笨蛋啊！

2011-02-03T21:38:00.000-08:00

First day of cny!

REUNION DINNER AT SHERATON TOWERS!

Wore same dress as sissy^^

Cute uh!(:

2011-02-03T21:02:00.001-08:00

January thirty

Pool at Cine.

Sakae at Scape

everybody became ballons at the end of the day.^^

january twentyone

home maintainance with SgCares ^^

2011-01-31T09:21:00.000-08:00

Love? what is love

2011-01-19T08:39:00.000-08:00

january seventeen

PP meeting!

Finally caught up with Piang after dinosaur years!:D

january fifteen

House painting!

It was really an eye opener for me.

& i really had fun helping the ama paint her house!

After the work was completed, the sense of satisfaction felt was also so great!:D

This was my very first Sgcares activity & i'll definately be back for more volunteering activities(:

& I'm alrdy looking forward to volunteer orientation tmr & house mantainance on Friday!^^

Tze Chi Charity Fair!

After House Painting, i immeadiately rushed down to Pasir Ris to help out at the Fair.

It was really heartwarming to see all volunteers working so wholeheartedly towards the same cause.

& when the 2days fair ended, & the amt of funds raised was announced, everyone was so happy.

Especially my dad who was one of the main organisers of the event. He was like damn happy la!

It was so nice to see my dad being so estatic:D

2011-01-10T22:10:00.000-08:00

Well i got back results on Monday & i had mixed feelings. Cuz i dk whether to feel happy or sad. LOL.& i'm so proud for my black_tyt , Bff & Best's results!:D But well, i really wanna thank everyone that has been through this arduous journey with me. Especially TAN YEE THENG. Cuz she was the one that accompanied me throughout all the lessons, extra lessons, consultations throughout this whole journey. Still remembered how much we loathe maths but still we forced ourselves to complete 2 stacks of exam papers. & even re-did the tys again & again. How tired we were everytime school ended but still stayed back together during the afternoons & for night class. I think if she weren't there to entertain me every lesson/ study session i'd have died sooner. LOL

& NG CHNG YIN! No her = no me & tyt. She's the one that motivated us & did all she could to help us. Stayed back to help us when she could go home & shake leg. & Although she's a Chinese teacher she helped us in Maths & POA! Most Imba Teacher ever:D

& SANDY ONG. too. Been bugging her for maths, science & humans questions through late night calls everyday. YET! Even as i struggle to understand, she never loses her patience on me. She really can be a great teacher! Sometimes, she knows i dont understand but i pretends to then she'll repeat the whole thing again! Or even crack her brains just to think of an easier way to lemme understand things. I just wanna say i'm really damn appreciative of all the help you've provided me.

& EUGENE NG ZHI YANNN! & ANGELINE TAN & LIM JINGJIE! you guys are always there when i felt that the world had no more hope for me & when i felt so demoralised & hateful of myself. You guys were always there for me. & especially enzy for sending me home after every exhausting day at school. No matter how late it is & when you're alrdy so tired.

& MR YEO. My POA scored B3! OMG. This is so unbelievable seeing that i always get F9s for POA. No him no me man! But i'm sorry to have dissappointed him for my maths):

MOST IMPORTANTLY, MY PARENTS. No them, No tuition. No tuition= No hope.LOL & for never giving up on me no matter how shitty my results are. & for always giving me utmost support in whatever i wanna do. You guys are definately my role models for life.

2011-01-05T07:50:00.000-08:00

yay, me love best:D

2011-01-02T07:45:00.000-08:00

Just finished watching qiu tian. & i swear that it's a uber sad show):

It has 18 episodes & i cried everytime i watched one.

In the end both of them died):

If anyone had a love like that i think they'd die with no regrets too.

2010-12-31T08:14:00.000-08:00

HELLO 2011!

Spent my New year's eve @ Best's house having steamboat with his mom.

LOL, his mom is uber cute i swear.

Her laughter damn contagious.LOL

okay, so my 2011's wish is to:

just pass my freaking maths for o levels!

That simple.

New year resolutions:

hmm, i dont have leh! i just wanna pass my maths & get into my nursing course!

& if i can get in, obviously good grades lah.

oh yeah, this sounds so cliche, but i wanna last long with Best^^

I can alrdy help him set some new year resolutions alrdy & thats to stop getting

inked!

Dammit, i really hate it man.

Oh yea! went to catch Hello Stranger with Sandy,Angeline.

Omg, it's damn funny & romantic at the same time!

Chilled at Igloo then to Thai Express.

Headed for dinner treat by Mr Koh & Yeo:D

MR YEOOOOOOO!!!:DMONSTER KOH.LOL

& the soveneir they gave us is uber cuteee too! ^^

yesyes, MR YEO'S STILL AS HOT AS EVER:D

Home mali home with yonglun!

It was a perfect day minus the part i got screwed my mom when i reached home!>.<

& IM GETTING MY PAY V SOON!WOO! CHEERS!~

2010-12-29T08:12:00.000-08:00

Watched Meet The Fockers with Best, Jiajing & Weiming today @ Cine!

Omg, i tell you. funny daoooo i cried while laughing. hahha! go watch it!

Pigged @ 313 & headed to my crib to slack.

Best was so nervous bout gg there.so cute! ^^

Oh yeah! did i mention that yumcha with BFF ytd was uber good.

It was so worth the price man! omgomgomg, eggtartssssss:3

zello best!^^

2010-12-26T08:58:00.001-08:00

Merry Christmas!

Spent x'mas having steamboat @ xiuling's crib with best, kah hwee,gillian & irene(:

It was my first time taking an LRT to punggol!!

hahha, it's like a countryside there, there's only housing & nothing esle! i didnt even know spore has places like these.

It's like so peaceful & tranquil.It feels like a getaway from the busy life.

If only it wasnt so inconvenient.zzz

Okay, its time to chat with Best! bb^^

2010-12-26T08:21:00.000-08:00

A FRUITY XMAS EVE:D went to Minds Cafe with fruit clique^^ & I laughed till my cheeks hurt so bad! It was pandamania & everyone went mad. Had gift exchange & yk got my present & i got sandy's:D Hope we meet up veryveryvery soon again! oh ya! credits to angeline for photos~

2010-12-23T08:05:00.000-08:00

Blue bird went to visit me at my workplace! ^^

Then we did some christmas shopping:>

wa, she makes a good shopping companion la!

I kept walking to & fro, to & fro between 2 shops & she doesnt get irritated at all!

& We finally went out after 2 freaking years la!

Blame that stupid bird, she ps me! hahahaaa

Kidding, i'm actually guilty at charged):

Bought her Famous Amos Cookie Lolly & she bought me best friend necklace!:D

She's going to Korea on Christmas & spending her new year there!

Envy you la si bird.

& i love you very much!^^

2010-12-13T05:58:00.000-08:00

ily(:

2010-12-10T04:45:00.000-08:00

SINFUL DAY WITH BEST & JIAJING!:D

Went to ikea to find jj's cake tier.

& Best bought me a moose stuff toy! ^^

Headed to Holland V & chilled at Daily scoop & next to Cold Rock!

we got the swing chair:D

Then it was Laksa & home mali home!

Oh yeah, on the way best & i bought Ok Tea to drink too.

Hehe, what a sinful day.

2010-12-09T05:41:00.000-08:00

DAY1

Hmm..nothing much actually.

Flying here & there already took up the whole day!

Turkey's time & Spore's time diff is 6hrs!

So while i was supposed to be eating lunch in spore i was eating breakfast in Turkey.

Reached Turkey at night & dined at som chinese restaurant.

The tour guide told us to appreciate it more cuz for the rest of the days we wont be having any more of chinese food.

Sure enough, the food sucked for the rest of the days!:/

Checked in to Cartoon Hotel in Istanbul & OMG their elevator scared me to death.

omfg, i'm clustrophobic & the lift was so scary like ancient one.

I cried & kicked the door. then suddenly someone opened the door from outside.

From then, i never took the lift in Turkey.LOL

okayyy pictures! ^^

2010-12-08T04:29:00.000-08:00

ZELLO HELLOOO. I'M BACKK!:D

went to Turkey & Dubai & it was sucha blast! wheee~

& It was so concidental!

guess what! i was in the same tour as my primary school friend & i saw a jss school mate back at turkey! omgg.

Went to meet up with best as soon as i came back!

Miss him so much! ^^

Went to his crib & his mama said i was cute! ^^

Then watched Rapunzel & it was good! :D

Okay, i'll update my tour day by day starting from tmr!

omg! i'm so happy cuz i can see best tmr agn!(:

2010-11-26T05:22:00.000-08:00

I'm going to Turkey in another 4 hours time!! Daddy, Ng Zhi Yan ,Lim Jingjie, Angeline Tan & Sandy Ong will be badly missed! Will be back on 7th Dec. Toodles~

2010-11-25T02:29:00.000-08:00

I MISS RED CAMP 7):

2010-11-23T08:49:00.000-08:00

Saturday; graduation Sunday;swimming with best:D

2010-11-19T08:46:00.000-08:00

Nice week spent with best & friends:D

Freaking spent 5 days with best!! hhaaa

Break record le lah, & we are meeting agn tmr.

At this rate, i'm gonna get sick of his face:P

Towned with best , xihao & jiajing yesterday.

Had some fun in Zara.LOL

& i found my dress le! like finally hor ^^

Facial @ Bella tday & met Best agn^^

Drank OK tea & saw jj & san di!

Went to watch sunset with best & home mali home :D

2010-11-16T06:48:00.001-08:00

AHHH OKAY. FORGIVE & FORGET. IMMA NICE GIRL:DWENT OUT WITH BEST & ZX TODAY. THEY WERE SO FUNNY THAT I WANNA STAY ANGRY WITH THEM FOR 5 SECS ALSO CANNOT. WENT TO ION & BEST GOT HIS STYLO MILO JACKET. HAD MY VIRGIN TRIP TO PENNI & I TOTALLY DISLIKE IT IMMEDIATELY. IT DOESNT SEEM LIKE A NICE PLACE TO BE IN. WENT TO FUNNAN TO GET ZX BB'S STUFF & DINED AT SUBWAY. CABBED HOME & I FEEL SO TIRED ALRDY. PICTURES TAKEN TODAY WERE SO CUI): OKAY, MAYBE GG BARRAGE TMR! TOODLES~

2010-11-15T22:32:00.001-08:00

if you cant give me unconditional love, fuck off srzly.

2010-11-15T07:21:00.000-08:00

Out with best.

He's an idiot i swear.

But seeing him makes my day, so i'd just have to bear with his idiotic acts.

Went to see my dress at traceyeinny's & it was sucha dissappointment.

Had an eating spree with best agn.

At this rate im going. i'm gonna be too fat to walk.

Okay.toodles~

2010-11-13T20:42:00.000-08:00

Back to school.

yakun with A -rex & Z-rex.

Balled.

Went for a swim w A-rex after balling.

Ended up with a sunburn.

2010-11-13T09:15:00.000-08:00

i feel like crying now.

2010-11-13T03:48:00.000-08:00

On the last day of BIG O.

clarke quay.

steamboat w jj & co.

marble slab creamery w sis (winkwinkblinkblink)

p.s birthday cake is so much nicer than coffee!:P

2010-11-10T07:53:00.000-08:00

imma feeling soooo bored even though there's one more paper left before Os officially end. Then, i can nua till i get so fat. oh yeah :> Had hcl paper today, & thanks to sleeping at 5am the day before, made me fall asleep while writing my zuo wen.zzz hcl is such a bore anyway.

2010-11-03T08:47:00.000-07:00

yao wan le yao wan le. YAO WAN LEEEE!

OLEVELS YAO WAN LE.

OMG. SO GREAT!

NOW I CAN GET TO FLY KITES ,TALK UNDER THE SUN & EAT ICE CREAM WITH MY BFFS & MY CUTE BEST^^

Maths & POA paper wasnt as bad as i thought.

Instead, I got terribly owned my physics. so difficult la.wts!

Geog wasnt any better. Didnt really touched rivers but yet the questions were mostly were on rivers. MAMA DE.

NEEWAYYYYYY.

Towned with best tday! :D

Been ages since i towned!

Caught life as we know it & though it was an NC16 show the person didnt check my card!!!

THIS MEANS WO ZHANG DA LE. NO MORE LOOK LIKE KID COMMENTS ANYMORE! YEAH!(Y)

this show was kinda touching & funny too.

i'd recommend you to watch it.

Took neoprints & best looks so cute in it i swear.

Lets take more cuz i wanna paste it all over my room! :D

oh yes! i bought percy pig gummies too! :D

2010-10-09T08:05:00.000-07:00

2010-10-08T09:51:00.000-07:00

Time is running out. it's so stressed everyday. This feeling is so scary. It feels like no matter how hard i try it doesnt help. God help me.

2010-09-24T08:54:00.000-07:00

Hai, the conver fail big time. worse my maths :o

2010-09-16T19:16:00.000-07:00

This isn't as easy as what i thought so. I thought i knew my stuff so damn well. In fact, not really. I couldn't apply what i learnt into exams. In fact,in life many times we just thought so. But it actually isn't so picture perfect as what it seems to be & we just get hurt or suffer alone. edit/ TODAYS PHYSICS WASNT TOO BAD! OH YEAHHH! ^^

2010-09-07T11:33:00.000-07:00

Imma in so much agony right now. It feels better off dead. I just need that little reassurance & you just need to fu yan me a little & imma happy girl. i just turned off my phone for a moment cuz waiting for that reply after what i texted seemed to take forever & i just couldn't stand the wait. & it felt so much better after i turned off my phone.

2010-08-27T10:06:00.000-07:00

MY HUBBY'S NEW ALBUMM! OH YEAHHH! :D

2010-08-27T09:33:00.000-07:00

Official Start of Grad Exam 2! I'm kinda excited for it, cuz i know my stuff! Now, what i really hope is for my maths. My maths. My maths! But after completing Ss' paper yesterday, i realised i wrote wrongly for my essay :o all thanks for misreading the question. Zzz. but it's okay, cuz i know my mistake alrdy. But am hoping that not much marks get deducted for that :/ Hcl paper today was like sian only. As usual, there were long passages guranteed to make you sleepy & long answers you have to give. I like teachers' day rehersal today, even though my dancing cmi. Cuz i love the way how everyone works together :D Had poa tution today & i got to see yeo's nice wide grin at me cuz i managed to balance my poa without help & even manage to help others! Bet he was feeling so happy! hhaha i was on cloud 9 too! cuz i think i'm kinda getting the hang of poa. oh yeahhhh!

2010-08-20T08:26:00.000-07:00

Zello Sabres :D I'm the only Foil.

Hello Jason Wang! My yan jing tang guo :D

Song Jonghun!

When he came out. HAHA! i swear it was such a joke. Chocolate Poodle. We were all wondering how he was gonna fit into his mask.LOL!

Spore's fencer ; Liane Wong!

Caught YOG fencing on 15th Aug!

Awesome much.

Watched Men's Sabre & Women's Foil.

& though i do foil, i hereby conclude that Sabre is so much nicer to watch.

Cuz... it's MEN'S Sabre hahah! Got Hong Kong's Jason Wangg! Hot daoooooooo. But unfortunately he didn't make it very far):

Sabre's also much more fast paced & agressive & eggciting!!

There was this time when we were enjoying some ice cream waffles at suntec when we realised that Sabre Finals was about to start. Then we all started running all the way there among the packed suntec. LOL

Korea's Song Jonghun emerged to be the gold medalist.

He was also one of my yan jing tang guo that day! Just cuz he was a korean. ahah!

Though he didn't do very well for poules that day, he finally gained his momentum & breezed through the other poules (Y)

Though Germany's Hubers won all his poules in the beginning i think he began to tire & eventually emerged as Silver medalist.

While Belarus' Akula gained a Bronze.

YOG is so naice to watch! & i'm itching all over to touch my foil again!

2010-08-14T10:53:00.000-07:00

BIG Os are so awesome. They are really too awesome. I'm speechless alrdy.

2010-08-06T08:45:00.000-07:00

Last national day celebration in schoolllll.

I dk why this year's celebration seem so nice & fun & highhh!

Maybe cuz it's last.

Tyt & me was like screaming like it's some kpop concert. hhaa

& she made me officially deaf.

Waved the flag too vigourously till it almost tore.lol

jumped at the back w sb till we went breathless. hahha.

Okay, in short today's celebration was fun daooooooooooo.

& movie today was so funnehhhh.

真心，用心，真用心.LOL

2010-08-06T08:27:00.000-07:00

LCD :D mixed feelings. i'll miss the events 27th organised. & the cheering sessions edcc has. & the routine morning slacking in the sc room. Now i feel at a loss in the morning know! Cuz it has been such a habitual thing of going to the sc room. I'll miss 27th much): Gathering soon after big Os yeahh!:D

2010-07-25T06:18:00.000-07:00

Jay's concert yesterday was too awesome.

The 3D effects were like /oohhhh

Screamed & shouted & jumped like no tmr.

It's like i'm in another world.

Jay's mother, grandmother & Stephanie Sun was just sitting 2 rows behind mee!

I love concerts. Everytime i go to one, i'm in another world cuz the music just blasts so loudly with everyone's horrible singing & unglam acts!

I especially love the part where these singers always leaves chorus for the audience to sing. The feeling's just-so-nicee!

Mushroom Pot with mom & sis was nice too:D

Met Best after tution today & ceryeusly...

HE'S SUCH A BEEE!

2010-07-23T09:53:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Sissy! & Thanks Best and Gan for the surprise:> they just popped out of nowhere when i walked out of my tuition! haha! i almost wanted to hug them! like ahhhh! hhah!It was really so nice & at the right point cuz i was feeling kinda down from yesterday's incident. I still think it's not my fault. & i guess i need some reflecting from what piang said . If more than a person critisizes me bout the way i go about doing things, i think the problem really lies with me. But still, i cant help thinking it's not my fault.

2010-07-16T08:35:00.000-07:00

does this count as annoying?

nooooo! it's uber cute!:D

2010-07-10T09:29:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!:D Love you like there's no tmr!

2010-07-03T00:55:00.000-07:00

I dont know why i'm so lazy to dress up properly now. In the past everytime i'm making a trip to town for my tuition , i'll dress up like i'm not even going to tution. Too exaggerated for tuition.Now i dont care what the hell i'm wearing & get to town. Even now, i'm wearing my bball shorts & my big shirt & i cant be bothered at all to wear some proper clothes! So i guess i'm gonna go tuition looking shag again.lol

2010-07-02T08:46:00.000-07:00

Been dinosaur years since i touched my lappy./oohh

GE1 this week & i'm so glad it's finally over. Okay..not really over but left only mcq paper! hahah!

I'm so sure that i'd probably flunk everything even if i did study for some subjects.

My practical was a joke. i dk why my hands were trembling laa, i think it was probably due to lack of sleep. But it was trembling so bad that i dropped my solid x & split it all over the table. argh. what a bad start. & they asked for anion, but i think too much & found it so werid that i added an extra copper in front of carbonate. nice one.

My physics graph was also so crappy then i gave up finding my gradient cuz i was so sure my sinn i & r was wrong alrdy.

Totally gave up on amaths & i can see that most of the class did too.LOL

Poa was too last minute & i've only myself to blame.

& i seriously did study for my sciences but a high percentage i'll flunk it anyway.

So, i guess my only hope is C.humans?

Read tyt's blog & i totally agree with her. I dislike people who say they never study but end up scoring distinctions. very irritating.

My dad's been getting down pretty hard on my sleeping habits. but i feel 100 times awake at night than in the day.

& i dk why if i sleep like 12am then the next morning i'll feel uber dead but if i sleep at 3am and wake up i'll feel damn alive.

Screwed body clock:o

2010-06-23T07:42:00.000-07:00

Irreplaceble.

2010-06-18T19:53:00.000-07:00

How bout till night falls & dawn breaks.

Met up with my claire at town! & miss her likeeee..

she kept trying on bikini after bikini but all fail.HAHA!

& we were uber romantic on the rooftop righttt(:

met up with zj afterwards & marks & spencer ftw!

Omgggg, i finally found my piggy sweets after like dinosaur years.

Last time cold storage have! But now gone):

Now i know where to get them alrdy!:D

2010-06-13T08:49:00.000-07:00

Jj enlightened me & i'm feeling so much better now. oh yeahh, next year there'll be so much more pandas lumbering around. wheee.

2010-06-13T07:51:00.000-07:00

I'm trying to drown myself in a pile of essays till 4 everyday. It relieves the pain.

2010-06-12T06:37:00.000-07:00

Enjoy with smokey, boo & jj at fep kfc. & i wore bball shorts & jurong shirt cuz this meetup was so last minute! throw face only. but nice try.hhha (Y)

2010-06-10T22:55:00.001-07:00

if only feelings were like an iphone, slide to unlock.

2010-06-09T08:00:00.000-07:00

Follow your heart.

Forever loveeeee

Dont have affair behind my back!

Initially my plan was to reach wcm latest by 9am.

However.. i was really in sucha deep sleep that i can't even hear my alarm ring!

Even when my mom slapped me & pinched me & pulled my ear i still no reaction leh!

LOL! i swear i didn't recall anybody waking me up!

Okay laa, i think it's cuz my plans were too ambitious.

Cuz i slept at 4 yesterday, & i planned to wake up at 8.

Booo.

Anyw today's study was pretty productive:D

Went to supermarket with parents today.

i forget to mention that one of my favourite outings with my parents is to the supermarket!

Hhahha! like fun only! & i bought my favourite panda smiley face biscuit!:D

& I really wonder what piang told mr yeo & koh cuz i'm being teased non stop now! Thanks ah!

2010-06-08T08:51:00.000-07:00

i dont like piang cam, capture all my flaws!):

Date my mom out for breakfast last night but we ended up having lunch at cushi bo.

Hhaha, she said, next time you date me for lunch, i at night then prepare k.

Anyw there was this cute waiter there.which made my fab feast even more fab.

Last meet-up yesterday with piang before he gets admitted tmr):

Had the life of my laugh while playing arcade!:D Seriously the roller coaster was damn retarted but it was fun what! LOL

& we totally fail at shooting hoops.hahah

oh ya, my daytona also fail terribly. Even at the beginning my car was alrdy reversing while piang zoomed ahead of me.hahha!

& of ALL the games we played.. I WON!!!!

NOTHING!

not i lousy la, piang too pro.hha!

We won 2 smiley face erasers!

& i home mali home with his cute dad:D

Met with Angeline again after tuition.

Chilled at ji de chi, & sawdust pudding ftw!:D

Bought charity wristbands for both of us & we helped each other wear it. Sweet like honey only.

Okay, i'm gonna camp at wcm tmr. From 8am! Oh yes! i can do it!:D

2010-06-07T08:03:00.000-07:00

Back from SLC'10. Didn't sleep for 2 nights straight. & through this camp, i realised that when i'm really damn tired, i can fall asleep anywhere. I actually slept outside GO & Alumni Room. LOL & yesterday marks the last day which we would be working together): I will really miss you guys.

2010-06-03T09:19:00.001-07:00

He play bball for my sake cuz he knows i've got a fetish for guys that play bball.heeeeeeeeeeee. how sweet ^^

2010-06-02T09:22:00.001-07:00

I had a damn ridiculous & no link but funny dream yesterday! LOL Here it goes, i dreamt that sandy & piang were together then they were with zj, yf,kh & zw. & They all came to my house during midnight then they all wanted to play mahjong in my house but i kept rejecting cuz i was afraid that my parents'd suddenly wake up & scold us. Then all of them kept persuading me till i agreed. Then we playplayplay, & there was this part where we heard my parents waking up then everybody hid under my bed.LOL! HAHAHAH. then i wake up liao. LOL! Maybe today got part 2.LOL!

2010-05-31T08:10:00.000-07:00

SCIENCE CENTREEEEEEEEE!:D Tried astronaunt ice cream & i find it quite nice but steph said it sucked.boo): It was v fun & i didn't know a trip to science centre could make me so drained. & this was all thanks to stephanie cuz she keep saying she wanna jian me & she sounded so damn real & i had to run away from her constantly:/ Oh ya! Did i mention the guys working there were oh so very cuteee! ^^

2010-05-30T09:59:00.000-07:00

witoyaaf, yogmd.

2010-05-28T09:48:00.000-07:00

ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Finally! Been waiting for this day for ages. Sweat like pig only.hhhaa! & i guess it was the 1st & last time we're gonna wait that long just to eat KFC :D

Even the statue is taller then me!):

Cui

Eh your fellow friends!:D

Spastic.

Say hi to your friend again!

This seriously reminds me of gorilla monster.LOL

Yang.

Your toes are glowing leh!

2010-05-27T09:51:00.001-07:00

stop faking you're alright. i so damn am.

2010-05-27T07:54:00.000-07:00

OKAY! SCHOOL'S OFFICIALLY OUT!

THIS FEELING'S HEAVENLY MANXZXZXZ.

Just thinking bout that makes me smile to myself the whole day! Ask Sandy & Angeline.hhaa

Anyw Sb & Steph are so disgusting cuz i caught them stalking a NOT hot guy at jp! eew.

May1!

Marche encore anyoneee?:D

Lian chou jin. LOL

my face bursting liao, bursting liao.

You're so dissappointing.

But it's alright cuz i dont think i mean anything to you at all. Not. At. All.

This is what i get for placing too much hopes on others.

Thanks man(Y)

2010-05-26T08:24:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL'S OUT IN JUST LIKE 16HRS & 45 MIN! WHEEEEEEEEEEE!

2010-05-22T07:26:00.000-07:00

Do you guys see a monkey?

Cuz i think i did:D

If my skin was thicker today, I'd have went up & sat with the whole bunch of them.

Apparently, this wasn't the case.

Hai, gougou, i think you better not come to school on Monday la, cuz i think i'm gonna whine & whine & whine.LOL

Had E maths paper the previous days & i think i'm gonna flunk terribly.

I did put in a lot of effort but.. oh well what can i say.

& I hate Rachel Lim, she really sucks. Some teachers dont know how much they suck.

She ask me question, i answer correctly.

She hear wrongly, she say i answer wrong.

Then she kbkp. She shoots me in every lesson. & i really mean E.V.E.R.Y

I was damn pissed that i felt like crying.

I mean, i wasn't even a tad sad, i was just pissed.

I ain't attending any of her lessons anymore, other than usual school lessons which i'm forced to.

That aside do you know that...

NEXT THURSDAY HOLIDAY LIAO HOLIDAY LIAO HOLIDAY LIAOOOO!WLLLLLLLL! HOLIDAY LIAO LEH.

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y

happy ttm:D

& i wanna watch the last song & the losers!

But like last song no more liao leh):

i also wanna go zoo!

i also wanna go RW!

aiya shut up & go study la!

2010-05-21T09:22:00.000-07:00

SWIMFLOATSINGDANCEEAT.

Oops, pai dao zhu jiao liao.

2010-05-14T04:58:00.000-07:00

昨天我的狗狗使我连续狂笑了两个小时。它真的是太好笑了。现在想起它说过的话也能使我狂笑。我想我可能是发神经了。对了！我非常喜欢在下午时才上学。因为我可以睡大觉。而这能使我心情七十二变，让我天天开朗。还有我上个星期天真得好开心。我多希望能有多几个像那样的星期天:D

2010-05-12T09:52:00.000-07:00

you know, i really miss you.alot.

2010-05-08T09:59:00.000-07:00

PP! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCHIE THANKS SO MUCH:D

2010-05-07T06:45:00.000-07:00

TOO HAPPY:D

CUZ #7 ACCEPTED MY FRIEND REQUEST.

LIKE HAPPY ONLY.HHHAHA

I'M HAPPY THAT TODAY IS A FRIDAY.

I'M HAPPY THAT AMATHS DONT EXIST IN MY LIFE.

I'M HAPPY THAT MY E MATHS HAS MADE SLIGHT IMPROVEMENTS.

I'M HAPPY THAT TUITION AT ACADEMIC IS SO FUN.

2010-05-05T05:47:00.000-07:00

I was in the bus tearing so badly. The pain was just so intensified. That i just wanted to call someone to accompany me. Not to talk but just to accompany the silence with me. But i couldn't think of anyone. & when i reached the bus stop i sat there for an hour tearing. & i'm not gonna hide how weak i am.

2010-04-24T09:00:00.001-07:00

died inside.

2010-04-23T06:45:00.000-07:00

I know beyond these , there's something beautiful.

I can't emphasize more on how sick i'm of this life.

But i'm gonna pull through cuz this is just another obstacle.

& i know i'm so much more than this.

I'm dying to watch Ironman2, but time waits for no man.

Plus, my schdule is like ugh. so forget it laa.

On a sidetrack, A maths is very annoying & i don't wanna care bout it anymore.

It should solve its own problems and stop comming to me for help cuz i cant help it in any way!